again , sorry for slacking that much ! LOLS
back yeah now , been really really busy lately and i have been SICK ! fuck fuck fuck man
sick 3 days and still sick ):

friday , i was tired and slept... to find myself waking up at 3pm +
monday , my mom pissed th shit out of me and we had so much swearing and ended up i did not go to school again , but later in th day i fell sick , MC ! dammm asshole (:
tuesday , MC . again ! LOLS !
th doctor looked at me altho as if see monster wtf...
some fucking doc he is , infected my ear i think as he touched it with his bare hands -.-

today , i turned up for school and guess what !
some dammm ugly freaky looking alien girl sat at my seat without asking ,
and pissing adilah's life when im away !
seriously i think she really got no sense of courtesy
( im already being very nice here , cus if im nice im really nice , but dont make me dislike you or even hate as ill turn really nasty . )
pls dont say im bad alrites and i believe everyone will agree this is what a normal person will say too ...

my ear , which was finally stretched to a 18mm , but was so swollen thus i took it out , let it heal before expanding it again .

heres for those people really interested in my personal life , yeah im bisexual .
i got a great boyfriend . love him <3
yes he works at a factory , second time saying this so pls stop asking adilah abt it .

changing blogskin soon ...
my valentines was a lonely one witout my bf , he was sleeping like a pig HAHAHA , i understand him as hes really tired by working th whole night at a factory .
i spent my time after school at the bluez till 7pm , a shop at lot 1 with mimi , jolyn and a fucking hottie . shes really fucking hot serious , those tongue , lips , cheeks , body omfg HOTT !!!

saw my classmates too , jus said hellos haha

boyfriend is working now , sorry dear hanged your call today as my batt was low already...
tmr i promise i will call and chat alrights <3
promise me you'll stop touching guys butt too LOLS !

heard many funny things today as well , my friend asked my ex's current gf for her number and theres goes them again... lols...
heard that my bf got really big sex drive ? i too tink so but hahaha , we have sleep together but nth really did happened , but he did tried having sex tho rofl~
such a dumbo too he dint buy condoms so he stoped , LOLS !

today was oka , dint go school stayed home and had tuition .
and my mother just took my red micky boxers and wore them ! ROFL fuckk it !
its supposed to be personal lahs , zzz

and couples out there , have a great lasting relationship (:
back , sorry for MIAing..lols !
i was really very busy recently and was doing other things , mostly sleeping . HAHAHA
th past few days were really great , i finally meet up with my friend , jingyi .
we have known for almost 8 years... accompanied her awhile till she catches her bus and go . did other things thou (:

adilah , you have been wonderfully nice recently ! rofl
fucking uncommon man , you try cheering me up when im moody. well i believed this is what friends are for , <3

so my past 3 days were god damm great seriously

today was different , slept in class as usual and got scolded by some fatherfucking cunt milf*
pissed th shit out of me !
hate this old hag mrs oh..
ill post her fugly foto up some other time and everyones welcome to doodle on her face , thank me later lols

later on the way home , had a series of unfortunate events LOLS !
its really disgusting so i will not elaborate anymore

rofl my relationship with jolyn is improving , hard to say whats gonna happen so yeah...

ending my post with ,
//my ben dan sorry for my harsh words , i love you so dont leave me . forgive me will you ?
i failed what i promised myself , i allowed history reapeat itself again things are happening th same way they once happened .
but fuck it as i still treasured our friendship and you just wanna end it , i did nothing to deserve this and duffers can still live without you...
(im already showing her respect as im not posting her name here)
im fucking damm very sad now seems that i lost my top friend but its your choice
i will not hate you yet and ill still be there for you but cherish it tho.

ill stop being emo here now , cause whats done its done.
LOLS ! my moods really moody now but ill be going out later and seemed i could just smoke a full pack now.. lol

thats all now , after i come back ill update further.
i sleept around 8am this morning , woke up was 5.30pm. today was freakin bored as i stayed home all night thus ended up blogging again . lols !

i got a miss call from a friend and as i called back twice , as usual no response.. yes no more dwelling in this anymore as i said dont waste my time if your jus playing around rights..

im sorry i was harsh on my words , duffers apologise (:

well just did up my song playlist so enjoy !
this time i did not add any jrock as im pretty bored after hearing alot , tons of them . theres only 1 or 2 korean songs tho

well , finally today talked to jester bunny
it been months since we meet and talked , and jolyn thanks for letting me know bunny . bunny's really a nice person and shes also a bisexual lol !

well after talking to bunny , i decided to let jolyn go , cause seriously we think we dont deserve how is she treating us .
it does not matter if your giving me attitude anymore as i would not care as i did before .
i used to like you alot and treated you as my sis , but your someone who does not cherish friendship so its my turn telling you to fuck off away from my life .

pls die if you wanna spilt yur tongue hahas.. LOL !

afterwards called my hunny kengyi and chated , she sounds nice but voice too high man ! kengyi would call to chat again once shes home , baby gal your hot (;
cny had started , relatives came to my house on th eve and i was wearing spongebob shirt lol!
today went to an aunt's home for around 4 hours , sad thing is a ate very little nowondays but im not trying to slim down or what. its jus proberly th happenings in my life affecting me

had skiped school 2 days this week lol..

missing my friends pretty much now , seriously im not in really nice mood so try not to step on my tose people. besides i dun fucking care who th hell are you , get what im directing to now? if your gonna ask me hows my life now , i will pretty much say im doing well fucking yur mother..lols..

anw , had this friend on fs came to singapore from malaysia to celebrate cny but she really wierd i must say , i will not mention her name as i realised no one likes personal attacks..will tell you people on details but i wun go overboard cause i still respect her lol

yes shes my friend and i do adore her as shes really nice but shes jus shy and im trying to be as friendly and patient as i can to her but she nv appreciates anything i did , not even a word of thanks...

wft is her prob ? im here being as nice as i can despite my mood and tolerating nonsical things eg. tells me wanna call but when i called , she nv picks or remain silent . lol
tell me who reading this thinks im being so nice that is uncommon of me ? im being fucking nice yet shes been giving me attitude , im tired of this shit

and i hope you will change a little after reading this pls
i hate history reapeating

okay im making a new blog now which will be public and there will be changes soon
and hapii cny to my readers ^^